*ill

..
Oh Yes, I know..
that life is too precious.
No waiting.
No wasting.
Gotta grab some fun
and enjoy the ride.
..
But,
Why d'I linger here,
when there is no hope,
(..is there ever any hope??)
He'll never come back.


I linger in the dark,
bound to grief..
under the shading of trees
There is nothing for me to ease the pain,

Please teach me:
How to take care of a grievin' heart
that is ill of dispairing love??
that is yearning for something it can not have??

ill come back to u tommorow

So I talked to him tonite..ehm tis' early morning..
I mean.

LOL. Pass MN.

By the end of the conversation, tis' what he taught me,


"ill come back to u tommorow"

Tell me that, he said.

So I did. ANd I ll come back to him tomorrow........

Dragon

My menacing GIANT Dragons are:
1. Fears of the UNKOWN
2. Fears of FAILING
3. Fears of STARTING SOMETHING NEW & NOT FINISHING
4. Fears of SUCCEEDING

Facing the changes that I dont know where I am headed
is very scary.
Old dreams are resurrecting,
New desires are wooing!

But as always I have the need to slay these dragons that haunted in me!
Beside,
it's simply not an adventure worth telling if there is not any Dragons in it, rite??

Gosh! Wht Am I talking about tis' time??

I've Learn

I've learned that writing,
As well as talking,
Can ease emotional pains.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that its hard
to determine where to draw the line
between being nice and not hurting people's feelings
and standing up for what you believe.

I've learned to love and be loved,
I've learned.

::: Read My Silence :::

For Whose that Gal

solitude

~ SOLITUDE ~


There is NO companion that so companionable as
solitude!
It's just sitting in silence
listening attentively to the whisper of my heart,
waiting expectantly
for my spirit playing my own song.
Then let my heart awakens to the gratefulness.
My silent companion lits the lantern of love
to illuminate the path of wholeness in me.
Then I'll see how my live is
and who lives w/me..

Live at full Throttle

I want to make the absolute best of myself:
It's not an easy task I know,
ANd I am not saying that I'll remake myself
but make the best of what I have.
I'll dare to take as many leaps as I need in the dark with the trust of my inner my insticts.
I'll play at living by taking chances.
Aren't everyday we're given chances to embrance the new things??
I'll be brave to take a real risk chances that sometime will be needed to change my life
as much I'll make some safe turns over the risking elluring ones..

Vision of Life

Living is so important for me.
But sometime, worries has mock me badly..
They steal the joyous of living,
they following me around all day like a menacing shadow..
At nite,
they hover at the end of my bed waiting to rob my sleep.
I dread the day and agonize at nite!
I throw away so many precious opportunity away
and trapped in vicious circle.

But..Oh, how much I love living.
I know that I've been wildly, depairingly, acutely miserable, racked w/sorrow sometime,
but through it all,
I still know quite certainly
that just to be alive is a grand thing!

Lots of time when I am feeling so down;
Late at nite,
I will close my eyes and visualize an oval beautiful wooden mirror
and I look at it...
then I'll see the reflection of an extraordinary woman:
Stunningly Beautiful,
and Radiant!
She posses a beautiful vibrant Aura,
with a beautiful sparkling in her eyes
she smiles at Me.

Who is SHE??

She is the embodiment of perfect woman who reside within with love.
She's such a positive,
upbeat woman and always smilling.
She's always clam and reasurring,
exudes confidence,
and kind.
She is...
the HIGHEST reflection of my soul...
with the light on to brighten my path,
she'll make me sense the joy in Life!