D1FF-3R-ent

It's tough
to remain an individual
when we're all asked to be nice.
It's not easy being blue.
When everybody else is RED.
We can change our clothes,
and be like everybody else.
But if it is not what we want
and we are strong enough to take other people's ridicule
then stand by our convictions.
We need to remind ourself
that critism is what's coming.
People would always make judgements
about others on the outside
wht we are wearing
or how we look
-instead of trying to understand the person inside.
if we want to be an individual,
we had to be tough enough
to take negativity of criticsm to heart.
Because it's not the words itself that hurt,
but the way we react to them.
The most critical words can bring about
the most positive results.
Tough road ahead if we resufed to conform.
Expecting diffifulties made us easier to take.
Well, It's not ever going to be easy
because being different never is.

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(I have a mystical sense of what it is to be an artist)

A new Me

Fortunately,
I begin to change the way I look at the world now.
I am a sensitive person,
And the sadness from years of feeling bad about myself is only just starting to balance out by -now finally- feeling really, really good about who I am.
I have picked myself up,
dusted myself off,
and started all over again.
Sometimes I get afraid of things that I build up in my mind,
I think things are worse than they really are,
I was sick and tired but then I calm myself down,
take a deep breath and work through the problem and realize that I am good and I'll have a good time!
It seems like the heavens are perfectly clear and the stars look so close,
it is almost as if I can reach and touch them.
And I just realize that I've been shockingly lucky in my life....

New Ocean

Here I am swimming again...
to another ocean,
looking for a friend,
who will care
to share
the sorrow that I bear...